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lizawood
Please pray for my daughter and myself
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SisterServant   in reply to tres
If you take your life, it will not end their misery. It will make them feel sad, angry and guilty. And on some level responsible. They will never forget and if you have children, they will attach your self-inflicted death to the fact that they must have been part of the problem.

Have you shared these feelings with anyone in your immediate environment? A primary care physician, a therapist, a clergyperson, a close friend or a counselor?

Have you made specific plans for a suicide?

Do you believe in God?

Are you on medication for depression?

I hope you will come back and talk to me.
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tres
Sister, this is a new service to me...I feel like I need to die to end misery to my family
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mimivic   in reply to seleah23
Thanks dear, I went to mass and confession yesterday and feel better today. It seems that you and I shared the same fate, however with God's help my marriage was annulled by the Church and state. Will try and pray more so that I am able to fight the devil's doubts.
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mimivic   in reply to SisterServant
Thanks dear Sister, I went to mass and confession yesterday and I feel better today. I have to learn to have more patience.
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mimivic   in reply to Jenlayclark
Thanks for your prayers, I feel better and have prayed as well.
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seleah23   in reply to mimivic
First all your not a mistake because Jesus don't make mistakes he gave you life for a reason to live for for him he loves you and cares for you he died on the cross for you he has things for you to do your are in his plan see if you take your own life you won't be forgiven and hell is not a place that you want to be at
If you don't know Jesus as your personal savior all you need to do is say the sinners prayer (psalms 51:9-11)( romans 10:9-10) ( 1john 1:9).( Psalms 118:17). Isaiah 53:5 Jesus was wounded for our transgression and brusied
For our iniquitys the chastisement of our peace was upon him and by his stripes we are healed the very minute you inivite Jesus into your heart he will set you free from the bondage that your in the devil is out to kill -steal -destroy and to devour whom he will the rescued me from a abusive man that I was married to
He tried to kill me praise the lord he rescued me because if weren't for Jesus on my side I would have died Jesus came to give you live and have it more abundtly in psalms 118:17 put your name here ---------shall not die but live and declare the works of the lord you will never go wrong with Jesus I know for sure when you have no one Jesus will always be there for and when you feel alone Jesus is there with you he will not leave or forsake you the whole chapter of psalms 91: for protection don't let the devil rob of what Jesus has for you
I pray that Jesus put his loving arms around you right now and to remove the suicide throughts far from your mind pray that the lord will give you peace in your heart and mind if you surrender out to Jesus he will turn everything around for you his arms is stretched out wide open for you give it all to Jesus let go and god and let god do the work in you god bless you






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SisterServant   in reply to mimivic
My dear mimivic,

Thank you for writing back to me. No, I am not a nun. I started to sign in as "Sister" but that name was already taken, so I quickly added "Servant." I deliberately attached the two together because I have had a difficult life, have learned MUCH from sufferings and feel "CALLED" by God to share what I have learned. I am God's Servant and I am a "sister" to others on the planet earth ... This is the origin of the name I have chosen for this website.

You "accidentally" found this website while you were looking for a quick way to commit suicide. I "accidentally" found this website because I was looking to see if a particular agency was still operating. It was not an "accident" for you or for me. God has incredible plans for you (which is why none of your previous suicide attempts worked). It is not God's time for you to go before He wants you to. I have been suicidal in my lifetime, but it was not time for me to go either. Hence I am here ... Being on this website at t his particular time is part of God's plan for my life that I never anticipated.

God did not create you by mistake. He has a plan for your life, in spite of the misery you have experienced.

I am really glad that you have a lovebird and a cat and that your cat helps you to hold on to life.

Is there a counselor or someone similar that you can talk to if your urge to take your life returns. I gather from what you say that you have not made specific plans at this time.

Please write back whenever you feel the urge to talk. Write on this window or the private one if you wish.

I will continue to pray for you.
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Jenlayclark   in reply to mimivic
Awe i pray for you with all my heart i pray for you to be filled with love all the way filled to the brim with love lovey love loves and i am sending you big hugs on angels wings may you be filled with happiness and a harmonic balance
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mimivic
Hi Sister, are you a Catholic nun or have this nickname by coincidence? Anyway am here after looking how to commit a fast suicide and ended up on this website....such a long story to write but have already tried twice unsuccessfully in the past 4 years. I'm so tired of one bitter situation after another in these past 30 years. I feel such a disaster, have no family but members who are related by blood, and have a brother who is the devil incarnate actually. Have problems with everyone and every morning wish I died in my sleep to avoid facing yet another day. I am tired struggling continuously. It seems that I was created by mistake and wish I never existed or born to my mother who is now suffering from dementia and is driving me nuts. Will write more clear when I have a clear frame of mind but am so angry at my life as a whole and that my attempts were not strong enough to finish myself of this sad life. I read the 31 points not to commit suicide and one of them was about buying a puppy. In fact if you buy a puppy you would forget about suicide as he provides fun. I have a cat and a lovebird and the cat is so special. She is perhaps stopping me from continuing now. Thanks for your prayers and reading my awful message.
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jehova is my provider
I BELIEVE YOU DIDN'T. WELL HERE I GO AGAIN. HOW ARE YOU HAVENT HEARD FROM YOU IN A WHILE. HOPE YOU ARE O.K. SENT A POST TO YOU A WHILE BACK DID NOT GET A REPLY. LOOKED FOR SNOOKIE 50 POST TO ENCOURAGE HER COULDN,T FIND IT. BUT BEEN PRAYING FOR HER. WILL NEVER FORGET HOW YOU ENCOURAGED ME DURING A DARK TIME. MADE ME SEEK GOD MORE FOR SPIRITUAL THINGS FIRST. PLEASE DONT FORGET ME BECAUSE I WONT FORGET YOU. AND I HOPE IM ON THE RIGHT PAGE. MAY GOD CONTINUE TO BLESS YOU. TINA
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jehova is my provider
SISTER SERVENT I DONT KNOW IF YOU GO MY POST , I HOPE YOU DID.
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SisterServant   in reply to summerlynn
Thanks. I got it.
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summerlynn
I responded
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SisterServant   in reply to summerlynn
Check out your one to one.
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summerlynn
I see you pray for people and talk to them that good and all Im not saying that doesn't help to an extent but do you actually help anybody Im sorry I think this is bogus and we are all up here whining about our problems that nobody is going to do nothing about it its life stuff happens and nobody cares we will never get help
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lizawood
I give up on this website . No one has even talked to me. it must be some type of scam
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pjcontreras   in reply to vsparrow
blessing....
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SisterServant   in reply to vsparrow
I am so happy to hear from you. I have been praying for you everyday. I am glad that you are getting medication to help you with the depression. You will be able to make big changes in your life. I am glad that you went to church today. When we spoke last weekend about your not staying in the house and finding somewhere to go, I thought of suggesting church. I hope you will go back next Sunday. It helps to be in a positive environment on a regular basis. God answers our prayers in very positive ways. Stay in touch and let me know how things go. I will continue to pray for you. God has a wonderful plan for your life. Continue to trust that He will be with you, no matter what.
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vsparrow
hello SisterServant. just wanted to let you know that i just yesterday got out of a mental hospital that i was sent to after telling my suicide plan to my psychiatrist. although it was not as therapeutic as i was told it would be, just being locked up for all that time and my mind going every which way because they weren't giving me my medication... i do have a different perspective on life. i am hoping to make some big changes in my life so i can get rid of my suicide plan and start working towards a happier future. i went to church this morning and it was so helpful. thank you for your kind words during such a difficult time. may God bless you today and always.
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